CD50 15dpo?

I am now supposedly 15dpo, but I think ovulation has escaped me this cycle. Perhaps high temps were because I was sick? PCOS sucks.

I told God last night that I was missing something. I know he's showing me new research for a reason, but I just felt as if I had missed some research somewhere. I asked him, if he did indeed want me to follow what he was showing me, to show me what I had missed. Otherwise, I would stop my obsessing and research and just let him take over. After all, he comes quite qualified! Lo and behold, today while playing on my new i pod touch, I'm looking at some message boards and "DCI" comes up as something someone with PCOS is taking. It piques my curiosity, so I ask what it is, and no one writes back. I Google it, and it turns out it is THE naturally occurring insulin synthesizer in your body that women with PCOS are unable to make, and this leads to ALL our issues. (well, the research was much more involved than this, but don't think you all want to know the intricate details) How do you fix it? You take a supplement that costs $15. 83% of women with PCOS experience relief from symptoms and are ovulating after 8 weeks when using this supplement. Coincidence that I found this information today? I think not.

I ordered it. 2-day mail. I'm nervous, but Oh so optimistic. God loves me, and he wants me healthy. Sure, he could make me healthy right now if he wanted to, but where's the fun in that? This, THIS, is building our relationship. It's kind of like that dad that makes a model car with his kid. Sure, he could do it a heck of a lot faster (and better) if he did it on his own. But he'd miss out on the time they would spend together. THIS allows me to spend time with My Father, build a relationship with My Father, and trust that My Father is trying to teach me something.